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[13 Mar 2007|12:32am] |
"i fucked your boyfriend.."
probably the rudest thing to exit my mouth
fuck i love being just loaded..
k but honestly this weekend is going to get out of control..
lets get stoked for ST PATTYS DAY!!!!!!
orr
and garders and slut hats and mini skirts nad feeling lucky tshirts
LOL
sera i love you
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[08 Mar 2007|12:16am] |
si u just bought a new lap top and just starteding having acsess to a computer..and as soon as i get my laptop on the weekend this is going to happen a little more often
i misssed you live journal.
things have changed
alot
i miss hanging out with certian ppl * here in regina * and at home obviously
i have met 2 of the most wounderful ppl out here..
and miss a few of the most wounderful ppl out there
you fucked me up kid...
you ruin my life every wenesday and then every friday you want to see me again
you turn me on so much its ridiculous
and you turn me off so much i fucking hate you
i hateeeee feeling this way
and i miss jay
that is all.
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[28 Nov 2006|12:24am] |
everyone always mentions at one point in there life wether they are afraid of death or not..
and my answer has always been no..
i used to think if i died young.it would be okay..
its a get away..right?!..least thats how i thought of it.
lol im such a creep..ah well..
so thats what i conjured up while listening to the new brandnew album.
im letting everyone know.. im not sure if its just the state of mind im in or what but i fucking loveeeeee it..
anywayz
just a few vents
come on ive been good i deserve to let a little out..
i think your fake
and a liar.
i see thru you more then anyone else ive met..
and i wish you understood
i dont care..
cuz lets be honest
i hate a liar more then anything else..
even if you think its betrayel..i can promise you i would NEVER be angry over such a fellow as he..
lol
but these lies.
and constant munipulation.
basically drive me nuts.
just
honestly stop....
also.
this weekend
is robin time.
i work saturday morning again at 9am..so no plans for friday
and saturday is my work party "the snow ball"
which im going to with kim so im STOKEEEDDDDD
i think im just overwhelmd with the drama
i guess i figured if i moved away there wouldnt be any AHAHAHA
but wehn you sit back and watch ..cuz you dont get involved or care..
its still fucking crazy.
wah
well
i will just continue to tell the world
i love my job
and i hope to god i dont fuck it up
:(
<3
miss everyone.
and i really wish
that i had someone to talk to right now
cuz im crying in the middle of my living room with roommates around me..
wah im going to get high..and get over it..
lol
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| WOAH! |
[26 Nov 2006|12:34pm] |
im going to be completely honset with you
LAST NIGHT ....
hmm
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SKETCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahah
fuck
soemtimes i just wanna scream out GET ME THE FUCK HOMEEEEEEEEE
at this point in time im listening to northstar in moosejaw..
hahahahaha
life in general is hilarious let be honest.
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| im a mess |
[19 Nov 2006|09:39pm] |
trigger
oh
and im watching wedding crashers
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| woahhhh update.. |
[14 Nov 2006|02:52am] |
so its been awhile
i no longer live with chris tessmer to anyone who new i was living there
i live with this raddddd asssss fucking girl named vanessa and her roomate jamie and i get high together basically all day long hahaha
i have a really cute cat which im not going to lie is stuck in the treee...haha anywayz
today was like the first time ive lurked the internet in like a week..
and when i did today i was rudly dissapointed so ive decided..not to do that to often HAHA
fuck
anywayz
i dont have much time right now cuz im hanigng out with my new roommate and getting ready for beddddddddddddd
i will update soooon
night <3
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| say goodbye |
[26 Oct 2006|05:55am] |
even if its only for a little while
sucks
:(
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| im not feeling this really but i posted it shut up and enjoy |
[23 Oct 2006|02:18am] |
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would give anything to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle.To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back. To every girl that thought "maybe this one could be the one." To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny. To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way. To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels. To every girl who wants words backed up with actions. To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end. To every girl that gave her heart away only to have it shoved back in her face. To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day."
it will be.
and to everygirl that i called on in this paragraph..dont give up!!!
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. SECOND CHANCES!!! We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.To The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried.You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. and your going to be okay!
you will never understand, how he just stopped caring.
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| GET A LIFE~ |
[16 Oct 2006|03:58am] |
betting on MINE is lame..
but who ever put money on me NOT changing my mind..
WINS
fucking losers.
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| NEW IPOD |
[16 Oct 2006|02:42am] |
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
Opening Credits:
juicy notorious BIG
Waking Up:
In The Cold Acceptance
First Day At School:
brave reality everygreen terrace
Falling In Love:
My Love Justin Timberlake
Fight Song:
Nice Night For A Neck Injury HollyspringsDisaster
Break up song:
I Wish THis Was Your City ( titled wrong ) lol but Sick City
Prom:
an old book misread Set Your Goals
Lifes Ok:
Resolution Motion City Soundtrack
Mental Breakdown:
UnBroken Kill Switch Engaged
Driving:
Crisis Alexisonfire
Flashback:
Aqua- Around the world
Get Back Together:
Astronaut- Everytime I Die
Wedding:
Mosh Song Dear Solace
Final Battle:
Sic Transit Gloria Brand new
Death Scene:
The Last Song I Will Ever Sing Moneen
Funeral Song:
Everything is alright Motion city soundtrack
End Credits:
any Romantic FairyTale This Providence
HAHAHAHAHAH i just got my ipod so there is not much selection but i think its basically ridiculous how this turned out
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| AHHH!! |
[16 Oct 2006|12:22am] |
ariana you need to call me im pretty much more stoked then the world right now about moving and you havent been around to share it..
yep i still stand by it
im going to show you what a real friend is
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| everyones a let down.. |
[15 Oct 2006|04:02pm] |
just depends on how far down they can go..is that how it goes?!
ahh well im sure you get it..
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seeing you ( yes you dani ) lol lets make this not a criptic journal entry..
made me miss you so much..but again you were to drunk to have anything to say to me were running out of time.
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i hate that i can bassically tell you who to like..cuz i did with him..i hate that you beat around the bush...
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this weekend was a blast..( i may or may not have had a little to much fun lol ) it was worth it tho..
i like that i am looking forward to moving i like that i have plans...and i kinda like that all my friends are sucking latly its a bummer but its making things way easier.
oct 27th at 9am i leave from the toronto airport..(come say by i'll be there at 7 lol )....
and at 10:44 i arrive at the regina airport ( come see me there to ) lol
eekkkkkkk
so much to do in 2 weeks
anyone whos reading this and is all " ohhh..robin im going to miss you " come visit me..i'll be home and WANTING visitors!!!!!
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHH |
[04 Oct 2006|09:29pm] |
lol seriously thats all i have to say
IM NOT READY FOR THIS MOVE
but i am totally ready
new job
new place
new province
new gym membership
new tanning salon lol
new diet
new pot
new people
new music
new shows
new girls ( but DEFINATLY NOT REPLACING)
new everything to wake up for in the morning..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i need to do this
i can do this..
im so scared to do this HAHAHA
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| hmm.. |
[13 Sep 2006|10:05pm] |
Don’t lie to me
When all I really need is an honest word
Please give me that at least.
Don’t reach for the words
When there’s nothing to be heard.
Learn from my mistakes:
Just because you hear me,
Doesn’t mean I’m really there at all.
You say we’re close,
Closer than ever before.
But are we really as close as you thought after all?
Does anyone really miss anyone anymore?
Friends we never see,
And we do our best to ignore.
Ex-lovers we cross the street just to avoid.
You are the stars above my head when I'm sleeping.
You are the dream that I'm trying to hold when I wake.
You are the songs that I sing with my friends.
You are the moment when time ends and memory begins.
You are the moment when I'm almost asleep.
You are the part of me that dreams impossible dreams.
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| i love her.. |
[12 Sep 2006|11:36am] |
She's pretty much amazing..and always has a camera to prove it lol
I love sara elizabeth hulley ...
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| where do i even start? |
[09 Sep 2006|02:33pm] |
its 4:30 in the after noon and i was recently going thru pictures on my phone that took place last night..
i havent been able to find pot today and im kinda bummed cuz im going to end up driving to fucking oakville again..
to bad numerous dealers turned into giant narks?..anywayz.
so i recently became friends with 2 unreal fucking girls!..one being ariana and one being B.R!..bran i love your fucking guts..i hate that you just got here and i might be leaving but i do love that no matter what were going to be friends..this girl makes me smile dance and knows how to calm my highstrung ass OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
APPLICATION SENT!..
probably the most exciting words ive read in 3 months:)..Ariana ..you make my whistle blow:) hahah you have done nothing but put a smile on my face and make me feel better about anything i could possible be hurt about..you respect your friends more then alot of ppl i know and for this i respect you..more then alot of ppl i know..
i know that afew of your friends dont like me one bit but thank you..for taking a chance it will be worth it in the end i promise iwont let you down:) ..respect..trust and love girl..nothing but from me:)
i start school on tuesday not that its really that exciting since i might be moving as early as sept 25th and at the latest nov 1st..butttttt i cant just loft untill then so im going to continue on doing waht im doing like i never got the idea to move to regina..
REGINA?! oh wait this brings me to a new topic..FUCKING DRAMA!
soo..i stoped talking to alot of ppl hear..and lost alot of respect for ppl who disrespected me..
everseen mean girls anyone?
"YOUVE GOT TO STOP CALLING EACH OTHER SLUTS AND WHORES IT JUST MAKES IT OKAY FOR THE GUYS TO DO IT" (it might be a little off but you know what im talking about)..straight up..im not involved in your little fucking issues halfway across canada nor do i want to be..
stop calling me a whore..
stop singling out me..and stop assuming
ive done nothing but CARE about your so called friends..and that should be good enuf for you..
as jay said last night.."if these girls think causing drama is going to stop you from living your life and getting that job and doing waht you want to do..they are completely wrong.." and thats correct.. drama didnt stop me here and its not going to stop me there..get alife..and keep me out of it :).
postalservice..
takingbacksunday..
biggiesmalls..
shotgunrules...
nothing could make me smile anymore...
jay dacosta..i really miss you..and last night was way to much fun..
it wasnt a dumb move or a bad move puting that play list on ..it was awsome ..and definatly made me think about us all night long..
everything is so up in the air right now.
and its nothing but excitment.
keep your fingers crossed..
EDIT:
cor parkes..call me you hussy.
and dani..whats your deal whats going on and when am i seeing you next?
love.
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| accident. |
[04 Sep 2006|01:08am] |
car accidents suck.
broken cellphone also suck as well as a
broken body! hahahah
2 hour phonecalls rock!
i needed to vent and probably couldnt have asked for a better person!...im worried about friends latly!..and one in perticular that really i cant be much of a friend for anywayz with out the assumption of a) jealous..b) crushing c)biased statments..and d) emotional attachements... EXCEPT! none of the above..no butterflies no sketchyness pure love and friendship..is that so hard to get?..
fuck.
i think im going to school..fucking hell..and getting my ass in gear for next sept pretty much
and maybe even getting a job? oh god!
what am i doing
other then killing my social life off and oh shit look at that nicely rolled joint..
time for me to go ;)
thats about exactly it..what am i doing??
getting high..going to school making money and fucking RIGHT OFF babeh!!!!!!
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| orrr.... |
[28 Aug 2006|07:47pm] |
i read it over and over and it wasnt what i wanted to say at all
for serious
unnessesary! sometimes i want an apoligy other times i just wanna get laid.
this push is wayyyyy harder then this pulll and my eyes are still fixed on you..
it was a dick move.
are we over it yet..
continue where we left of
trust me
gta's got your back..no strings attached.
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| judgments. |
[15 Aug 2006|12:46pm] |
everyone has a problem with someone
but you cant hate someone untill you love them
so you cant hate anyone you really just dont know.
this week has been busy..and phone calls and txt msgs have made it cute.
your stuck with me just like the rest of them..so get stoked.
im way to excited for this weekend! WAY TO EXCITED! but here is the problem
I HAVE NOTHING TO WEARRRRRR lol
okay so i have the biggest wardrobe known to man kind
someone come over and help meeeeeeeeeee pack
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| straight reads! |
[15 Aug 2006|04:42am] |
keep your head up!!! :s!
fuck
they rolled there van and trailer today
poor kids have been thru it all this tour huh.
troy and donnie went to the hospital in an ambulance.
blake had to get stitches.
and dan and logan seem to be find
so anyone reading this and concered thats the info i got today from mike..
hold your head high heavy heart!
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